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Saturn, Freestar Day, Upcoming Emotional Relief…

Posted on October 14, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

I’ve given the Center of the Sun tattoo a lot more thought. I want it, I really do, but I honestly can’t justify putting any money toward it. We have things we must take care of and then there is … Continue reading →

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Trudging Through Limbo…

Posted on September 21, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Preparations for the move continue on, though we still don’t have a move by date. As much as I hate being in limbo on pretty much anything, I have to admit not being given a date, yet, in some ways, … Continue reading →

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52-card Pick Up, Again…

Posted on August 16, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, I’ve been scrambling to get all of my little world organized in the preparations for moving, whenever that needs to happen. The depression has been trying to take over and I am fighting it with all I have, but, … Continue reading →

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Discontent Temper Tantrum…

Posted on July 1, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, after lots of consideration, weighing the pros and cons, and talking with my husband, I quit the call center job. The level anxiety and depression the job was causing just wasn’t worth it. I know there are plenty of … Continue reading →

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The Camry is Home, What is My Purpose?

Posted on May 24, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

The Camry is home. My brother-in-law came down yesterday to help us out. We got the Camry out of impound and I drove it home, making it here without incident. Strange car. I tried to replicate the driving I did … Continue reading →

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Spring is Almost Here!

Posted on March 15, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Spring Crazies and Hustles
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Lance is Off to Arizona, Freestar Update…

Posted on September 11, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

Tomorrow, my husband leaves for Arizona for 3-4 weeks. I am going to miss him a lot, and that is compounded by the fact that he is going to be taking Achilles with him. My heart is just heavy. … Continue reading →

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Processing the Feelings and Listening to Anne Lamott…

Posted on June 25, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, the depression has moved in heavier than the rain clouds that are covering the area. I knew it would, I just didn’t know it would be this severe. All part of processing all that has gone on over the last few … Continue reading →

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TED Talks App, Time for Change…

Posted on May 24, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

Have you heard of TED Talks? Of course you have. Is there anyone that hasn’t? I suppose I shouldn’t presume that everyone knows about TED Talks just because I do, and because I have heard of them for quite a while, … Continue reading →

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Stuck in the Storm…

Posted on April 20, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

It’s apparently Tornado week in my own personal world. Things are falling apart. Well, at least that’s how it feels, and the reality to some extent. Sigh. They say things come in 3’s and I’m waiting for the third thing … Continue reading →

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