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The Road Ahead…

Posted on August 4, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, it turns out we are going to have to move. My landlord was wrong with the information he had given me before and came back with we have until August 21st to move and he has until then to … Continue reading →

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Discontent Temper Tantrum…

Posted on July 1, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, after lots of consideration, weighing the pros and cons, and talking with my husband, I quit the call center job. The level anxiety and depression the job was causing just wasn’t worth it. I know there are plenty of … Continue reading →

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How to Fund the Life I Want to Fund Me?

Posted on June 19, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

It’s Monday morning and I have work in 3 and a half hours. We have finished the in-room training and are now completely on the phones. Yeah, it’s a bit anxiety causing since this all still feels really new and … Continue reading →

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Dissecting The Committee…

Posted on March 25, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

The other day, a friend of mine and I were talking about the power of positive thinking. What seemed to come up the most was the need to eliminate the negative thoughts surrounding whatever area in your life you are … Continue reading →

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Lance is Off to Arizona, Freestar Update…

Posted on September 11, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

Tomorrow, my husband leaves for Arizona for 3-4 weeks. I am going to miss him a lot, and that is compounded by the fact that he is going to be taking Achilles with him. My heart is just heavy. … Continue reading →

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Financial or Creative Brain, The Gardens…

Posted on August 17, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

I still haven’t been writing as much. I’ve been super busy with work, and I’d love to blame it on that, but I don’t really believe that is the real story. I think it has more to do with finances. … Continue reading →

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Time to Start Seeds, Pinterest, Postmates, Social Anxiety…

Posted on February 16, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

I’m feeling the need to start planting seeds. Spring is 32 days away and I know that is just going to fly by. I think this year I am going to try things a bit differently. I saw a pin … Continue reading →

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A Middle of the Night Committee Meeting…

Posted on June 2, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Its 2:15am. I can’t sleep. The Committee trying to figure out and solve the problems of the world, or seeing which ones I can blame myself for. I’m not sure which one it really is. I just want sleep. Its been … Continue reading →

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Day Off, A Date, Lance’s Progress, and a Mystery Package…

Posted on May 31, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Its overcast this morning. Though I absolutely adore waking up to the sun casting its warmth and beauty, the change is sort of nice this morning. I guess I’ve lived in the Pacific Northwest for too long. I have developed … Continue reading →

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Problem Solving a Dream…

Posted on February 3, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I have come to realize that I have been doing things all backwards. This could explain the results I have gotten. I have left my dreams by the wayside to take care of the problems. I am trying to change … Continue reading →

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