Tag Archives: loss

If I Only had a Brain…

Posted on February 28, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

I’m sitting here completely overwhelmed. I should be doing my school work – I am in the last three weeks of the quarter and there is no shortage of what needs to be done – but I can’t think straight. … Continue reading →

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52-card Pick Up, Again…

Posted on August 16, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, I’ve been scrambling to get all of my little world organized in the preparations for moving, whenever that needs to happen. The depression has been trying to take over and I am fighting it with all I have, but, … Continue reading →

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Death Strikes Again…

Posted on June 5, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, it’s been great to be back at work, especially after thinking I didn’t have the job anymore. I had the meltdown I knew would come this past Friday. I had felt it coming on Thursday and was just trying … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged careless, cried, death, die, emotional traffic jam, falling asleep, Friday, granted, heart, heartbroken, honored, job, last night, loss, medication complications, meltdown, memories, mortality, presence, process, reconnected, regret, shock, supervisor, talk, Thursday, training, understanding, work | Leave a comment

The Camry is Home, What is My Purpose?

Posted on May 24, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

The Camry is home. My brother-in-law came down yesterday to help us out. We got the Camry out of impound and I drove it home, making it here without incident. Strange car. I tried to replicate the driving I did … Continue reading →

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Tornado of Negative Emotions This Morning, Needing to Come to Terms with the Loss of My Cat…

Posted on September 13, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I woke up completely angry this morning. I know there are a few things that are really bugging me in my world, but I wouldn’t think that they would be enough to kick off a day in anger. I’m trying … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged adorable, angry, Border Collie, breathe, Brucie, cat, Cernunnos, combat, Craigslist, daughter, death, difficult, dog, emotions, feelings, German Shepard, grieving, healing, hug, Husky, impulsive, loss, lost, loved ones, missing, morning, mouth, negative, obsession, painful, pessimistic, pity party, puppies, recovery time, reins, room, scream, self-destruct, soul cry, terms, tornado, tripoding, trust, world, wounds | 3 Comments

Cute Little Bug, Sunflower Lost, PH Levels, Me…

Posted on July 16, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I saw this bug on my catnip the other day as I was walking around checking out what I have growing. It’s very lady bug like, a little bit bigger, and a swirled, chocolately, mocha color. I’ve never seen one … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged 5 gallon buckets, acidic, borage, bug, Calla Lilies, capsules, catnip, chiropractor, chocolately, coneflowers, creative, depressing, direct sunlight, dirt, flower stalk, Gladiolus, Google, hollyhock, image, invested, lady bug, loss, Mammoth, massage therapist, mocha, neutral, nitrogen, NPK, packet, PH, phosphorus, photo, pink, plant suicide, potash, rescues, search, seed, soil tester, stake, stump, sunflowers, vials | Leave a comment

Outside Help…

Posted on April 5, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Its 32 degrees this morning. I’m so grateful that I covered my tulips and hollyhock last night. Still the same hodge podge mess from the night before, but covered none the less. Night temps are supposed to start going up … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged audiobooks, cocktail, contemplation, daily gratitude lists, discontent, emotions, frustrated, loss, mediation, medical help, medication, numb, positve affirmations, sad, self awareness, self-help, therapists, thoughts, unemotional | 2 Comments

Beautiful People…

Posted on January 6, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Now, get out there and be beautiful today.

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged appreciation, beautiful, compassion, concern, defeat, depths, gentleness, life, loss, people, sensitivity, struggle, suffering, understanding | Leave a comment

A Trip to Home Depot, A Heavy Heart, and a Day Dream…

Posted on November 23, 2014 by dragonflygypsyusa

Sometimes, this world is a bit much to take, especially living in a city, where all of life’s dysfunctions show up in hordes. I’ve been seeing a lot of ambulances, fire trucks, and police vehicles with their lights and sound … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged ambulance, appliances, area rugs, city, day dream, dream location, fire truck, happiness, heart-breaking, Home Depot, joy, loss, police vehicle, tile, tragedies, wander, world | Leave a comment

Communicaton and Expression…

Posted on July 14, 2014 by dragonflygypsyusa

Mercury is the planet of communication, and expression, it is what governs the lower mind, it now has shifted back into protective, nurturing Cancer where it will stay until July 31st. How will it effect you? With Mercury in Cancer … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged beliefs, comfort, communication, defeating, expression, feelings, heartbreaking, loss, open minded, perspective, soul damaging, soul expanding, thoughts | Leave a comment

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