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It Really Is The Little Things In Life…

Posted on November 12, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

I know the statement above is pretty much a no brainer to a lot of you out there, but it isn’t so easy for me to see it that way a lot of the time. I get stuck in the … Continue reading →

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Thinking…

Posted on October 10, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

I am coming to realize that I have become very apathetic about my life. I mean, it’s not like I don’t care if things aren’t going the way I would like, but I find that… Well, OK, maybe I don’t … Continue reading →

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Just a Check-In…

Posted on February 11, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

School is kicking my butt a little bit. Ok. That’s not true. I feel like school is kicking my butt but I believe that it has more to do with life stuff than actually school. It’s not that anything out … Continue reading →

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Thinking, Wondering, Noticing, Trying to Understand…

Posted on August 8, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Why is it that the more you try to get ahead, the more you run into people places and things that attempt to get in your way? I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t really tell anyone anything anymore. … Continue reading →

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The Road Ahead…

Posted on August 4, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, it turns out we are going to have to move. My landlord was wrong with the information he had given me before and came back with we have until August 21st to move and he has until then to … Continue reading →

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How to Fund the Life I Want to Fund Me?

Posted on June 19, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

It’s Monday morning and I have work in 3 and a half hours. We have finished the in-room training and are now completely on the phones. Yeah, it’s a bit anxiety causing since this all still feels really new and … Continue reading →

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Finding My Judgment Untrustworthy…

Posted on June 13, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Here I am, thinking about things – life, work, breathing – and feeling like I just really don’t have anything figured out at all. Though I am grateful for the job, I am beginning to think that, perhaps, this was … Continue reading →

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Survival Mode…

Posted on April 14, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

I can’t believe how neglectful I have been to my blog in 2017. I want to write, usually when I’m falling asleep at night, but I just can’t seem to get there (here). I hate that it is turning out … Continue reading →

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Over-thinking Instead of Writing…

Posted on October 23, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

The weather here has been just icky. Rain, some wind, more rain, dark, gloomy….Fall. This year, I seem to be very seasonally affected. My mood has been less than optimal and I am finding it a bit frustrating – its … Continue reading →

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Processing the Feelings and Listening to Anne Lamott…

Posted on June 25, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, the depression has moved in heavier than the rain clouds that are covering the area. I knew it would, I just didn’t know it would be this severe. All part of processing all that has gone on over the last few … Continue reading →

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