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Finding My Judgment Untrustworthy…

Posted on June 13, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Here I am, thinking about things – life, work, breathing – and feeling like I just really don’t have anything figured out at all. Though I am grateful for the job, I am beginning to think that, perhaps, this was … Continue reading →

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Processing the Feelings and Listening to Anne Lamott…

Posted on June 25, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, the depression has moved in heavier than the rain clouds that are covering the area. I knew it would, I just didn’t know it would be this severe. All part of processing all that has gone on over the last few … Continue reading →

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Quotes from Unapologetically You, Day 4

Posted on December 12, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

“I have come to believe that our innate purpose is nothing more than to be the greatest version of ourselves. It is a process of refinement, improvement, and enhancement. When you are aligned with this process and living your purpose, … Continue reading →

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Quotes From Unapologetically You by Dr. Steve Maraboli, Day 1

Posted on December 8, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I’ve decided that I am needing some direction with my writing, a topic to draw on. I have been really unhappy with my posts lately. They do not feed my desire to write, to tell a story, so I have … Continue reading →

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Moody Laptop, School, and Rising Strong…

Posted on October 3, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I swear my laptop is as moody as I can be sometimes. Yesterday, my laptop just couldn’t seem to get loaded up all the way to anything, most things. This morning, boots right up and zips to whatever I am … Continue reading →

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Clarity of Falling Asleep…

Posted on September 7, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, I’ve come to a few decisions the last couple of days. One decision really became concrete as I was falling asleep last night. The time as I’m falling asleep seems to be a time of either clarity or the … Continue reading →

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Sweltering Heat, Irrational Fear Faced, Dipping My Foot in a Cloud…

Posted on June 28, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Oh man!! This 90 degree weather has been really great!! I’m not so certain I would be finding it so wonderful if I had to be working through it, but it has definitely been great for the lackadaisical days I’ve gotten to … Continue reading →

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The Weather, My Garden, and Facing a Fear…

Posted on June 26, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Ok.. So, I was apparently panicking yesterday. Yes, I’m still really scared about what the future looks like as far as work and my back goes, but it doesn’t have to be solved today. I just have to remember to … Continue reading →

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Honoring My Creative Side, Adding Play Back into My Life…

Posted on March 24, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Why is it that when I get more than enough sleep I wake up grumpy? Ugh…I hate that. I would think it would be the other way, I’d wake up feeling great, but that doesn’t seem to be the case … Continue reading →

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Problem Solving a Dream…

Posted on February 3, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I have come to realize that I have been doing things all backwards. This could explain the results I have gotten. I have left my dreams by the wayside to take care of the problems. I am trying to change … Continue reading →

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