Tag Archives: depression

Trying to Decode My Sleepiness, Needing to get Back to Hiking Alone, Praying for a Creative Surge…

I do not know what is wrong with me. I have been super tired for the past week, overall generally tired for the past month, and have no idea why. I’ve gotten enough sleep, am eating healthy, not over sleeping, … Continue reading

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Another Puddle to Trudge Through…

Its 5:30 am and I’m awake. I can’t really complain too much about it. I slept for about 8 hours. Still, 5:30 seems like incredibly early to be up. Oh well. The brain is working out the problems of the … Continue reading

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The Cell Phone and The Truck…

I tried writing a post three times yesterday but trashed each one. A new stressor has cropped up in my life and I found it was something I just couldn’t write about yesterday. It was too new, and my emotions, … Continue reading

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Poop Storm Continues to Pour In…

Its 1am and I can’t sleep. I think the last 6+ years of this challenging road are starting to leave their mark on me. I walked out on Lance at the hospital this evening. We have been arguing a bunch … Continue reading

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A Middle of the Night Committee Meeting…

Its 2:15am. I can’t sleep. The Committee trying to figure out and solve the problems of the world, or seeing which ones I can blame myself for. I’m not sure which one it really is. I just want sleep. Its been … Continue reading

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A little this, a little that, a little nothing…

I cried today. I don’t know why or what spurred it, but, in the middle of work, I started crying. Not just the leaky eye type of crying, either, but the can’t breathe, from the soul crying. I’m really grateful … Continue reading

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Meds, Day 5…

The sun is out, I have the day off, and all I want to do is sleep. I didn’t sleep very well last night. Well, I did, until about 4am. Then, the Committee convened and the next few hours were … Continue reading

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Mental and Emotional Conflict over Medication…

My doctor’s appointment to get the ball rolling for medication is today. I’m apprehensive about this. I want the relief an antidepressant can help with but, to be completely honest, I don’t really want to be on medication at all. … Continue reading

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Moving Things Along…

I packed up all of my daughter’s things in the 5th wheel yesterday. I am going to be buying it from her after I am done paying off the Jeep, which I am almost done doing. Lance fixed the plumbing … Continue reading

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Free Online Classes/Courses…

I’ve found some sites online that offer free college courses from colleges such as Stanford, Yale, Ohio State, etc. I knew they were out there but had never really given them much of a looking at, for whatever reason. Now, … Continue reading

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