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Thinking…

Posted on October 10, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

I am coming to realize that I have become very apathetic about my life. I mean, it’s not like I don’t care if things aren’t going the way I would like, but I find that… Well, OK, maybe I don’t … Continue reading →

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Tired Warrior…

Posted on May 13, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

May 3, 2018 Very early in the morning yesterday, we hooked up the travel trailer to Marilyn (our new-to-us RV) and drove out of the place we have called home for about 4 1/2 years. It was a bit bitter … Continue reading →

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If I Only had a Brain…

Posted on February 28, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

I’m sitting here completely overwhelmed. I should be doing my school work – I am in the last three weeks of the quarter and there is no shortage of what needs to be done – but I can’t think straight. … Continue reading →

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Great Medicine Week…

Posted on July 11, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

What a week it has been! The guy that was supposed to come out to check out the property to make sure everything was ok, cleaned up, whatever, never showed up. It’s a little frustrating that he didn’t come, but … Continue reading →

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Death Strikes Again…

Posted on June 5, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, it’s been great to be back at work, especially after thinking I didn’t have the job anymore. I had the meltdown I knew would come this past Friday. I had felt it coming on Thursday and was just trying … Continue reading →

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Pet Sitting Update, Loss of Income, New (to me) Vehicle…

Posted on December 10, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

It’s been 9 days of pet sitting, so far, and I have to say I still think it’s a pretty sweet gig. I feel like I’m running a lot, never home, but the pet sitting part is a breeze and … Continue reading →

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Psychopathic World…

Posted on October 27, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

My heart is heavy today. I’m having a hard time accepting what the world has become. It is sooo much different from when I was growing up, which is to be expected, I know, but…well, there is so much that … Continue reading →

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Lance is Off to Arizona, Freestar Update…

Posted on September 11, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

Tomorrow, my husband leaves for Arizona for 3-4 weeks. I am going to miss him a lot, and that is compounded by the fact that he is going to be taking Achilles with him. My heart is just heavy. … Continue reading →

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Beautiful Dahlia Blooming and Speak Up Already…

Posted on June 27, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

My very first Dahlia bloom is happening!! I’m so excited, but, then again, I’m always super excited whenever anything I am growing for the first time starts its show. I can hardly wait to see them all in bloom. Its … Continue reading →

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An Introverted Extrovert, Highly Sensitive, or Both?

Posted on January 12, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

I’ve been processing some pretty heavy emotions the last couple of days. Sometimes, I don’t feel like I was really made for this world. I feel too much, am too easily damaged by the actions and words of others, feel … Continue reading →

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