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No Rest for the…Sleep Deprived?

Posted on July 23, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

I think I really screwed up yesterday. I didn’t end up taking a nap, for a number of reasons but mostly just because I didn’t feel I had the time or whatever to fit it in. I look back at … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged anxiety, awake, bed, coffee, dead, defeated, disturbed sleep, doctor, hospital, info, medication, misjudgment, nap, new patient, no brainer, potential, rejection, rest, schedule, screwed up, sleep deprived, sleep pattern, sleep problems, sleeplessness, struggle, time, used to, working remotely | Leave a comment

Update, Done…

Posted on November 14, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Wow. Look at that. A whole month since I have written anything on here. I have no idea where the time has gone, but it has. I would like to say I have been writing in other mediums, but I … Continue reading →

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Discontent Temper Tantrum…

Posted on July 1, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, after lots of consideration, weighing the pros and cons, and talking with my husband, I quit the call center job. The level anxiety and depression the job was causing just wasn’t worth it. I know there are plenty of … Continue reading →

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The Camry is Home, What is My Purpose?

Posted on May 24, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

The Camry is home. My brother-in-law came down yesterday to help us out. We got the Camry out of impound and I drove it home, making it here without incident. Strange car. I tried to replicate the driving I did … Continue reading →

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Two in One Day? Why?!

Posted on May 22, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

I am so devastated I can barely breathe. I have struggled, fought, planned, made happen SOMEHOW so many things over the last 8+ years and now…well, now, I’m at a loss as to how I move forward. I am out … Continue reading →

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Can I Go Home Now?

Posted on September 17, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

Yesterday was not a great day. It was not a horrible day, but it was definitely one I wish I could get a “do-over” on – a day that didn’t feed the soul at all. I made it through and, … Continue reading →

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2006 Ford Freestar, 4.2l, Acceleration Hesitation project…

Posted on September 2, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, a couple of days ago, I picked up a 2006 Ford Freestar SEL with about 120,000 miles on it and an acceleration hesitation issue. The hesitation problem worried me a little bit, but hey!, I know how to work … Continue reading →

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Upset, discontent, frustrated…

Posted on October 6, 2014 by dragonflygypsyusa

I feel so powerless. I am so upset about failing at quitting smoking. Sure, I’m not giving up, but I am so disappointed, and depressed, that I failed to stick to my plan and that, despite how much I really … Continue reading →

Posted in Quitting Smoking | Tagged cigarettes, defeated, discontent, failed, frustrated, powerless, quitting, smoking, upset, weak | 6 Comments

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