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Changing Sleep Perspective; Digital Nomad…
So my attempting to get more sleep experiment failed. I stayed up until 2:38 (2:45 actually) then crawled into bed confident this was going to do the trick. Then 5am showed up. Ugh. Yesterday was a long one. I’m feeling … Continue reading
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Saturn, Freestar Day, Upcoming Emotional Relief…
I’ve given the Center of the Sun tattoo a lot more thought. I want it, I really do, but I honestly can’t justify putting any money toward it. We have things we must take care of and then there is … Continue reading
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Heading Toward the Center of the Sun…
Lance is liking his new job and it seems to be going along just fine. I think the guy he is working for likes him, too, which, of course, is a really good thing. Knowing we have that income coming … Continue reading
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Trudging Through Limbo…
Preparations for the move continue on, though we still don’t have a move by date. As much as I hate being in limbo on pretty much anything, I have to admit not being given a date, yet, in some ways, … Continue reading
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Death Strikes Again…
Well, it’s been great to be back at work, especially after thinking I didn’t have the job anymore. I had the meltdown I knew would come this past Friday. I had felt it coming on Thursday and was just trying … Continue reading
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Another Puddle to Trudge Through…
Its 5:30 am and I’m awake. I can’t really complain too much about it. I slept for about 8 hours. Still, 5:30 seems like incredibly early to be up. Oh well. The brain is working out the problems of the … Continue reading
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