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Death Strikes Again…
Well, it’s been great to be back at work, especially after thinking I didn’t have the job anymore. I had the meltdown I knew would come this past Friday. I had felt it coming on Thursday and was just trying … Continue reading
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Another Puddle to Trudge Through…
Its 5:30 am and I’m awake. I can’t really complain too much about it. I slept for about 8 hours. Still, 5:30 seems like incredibly early to be up. Oh well. The brain is working out the problems of the … Continue reading
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Letting Go of Puppy Lust, Remembering Those That Came Before, and Trying to Figure Out What Comes Next and How…
The sun is out this morning and it is about 55 degrees. A little chilly but not horribly so. There is a forecasted 30% chance of rain later on today but I am having a hard time putting much stock in … Continue reading
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Difficult Morning…
I am overwhelmed with sadness, this morning. I want to crawl back in bed and pull the covers over my head, but I crawled out of bed in the first place because my brain, The Committee, was jabbering on and … Continue reading
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Meds, Day 5…
The sun is out, I have the day off, and all I want to do is sleep. I didn’t sleep very well last night. Well, I did, until about 4am. Then, the Committee convened and the next few hours were … Continue reading
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Daily Affirmations and Tarot Readings…
So, yesterday, I downloaded a daily affirmations app and a tarot app to my phone. The daily affirmations app is called ‘Daily Affirmations’ and the tarot app is called ‘Wisdom Within.’ I’m not exactly sure what it is I am … Continue reading
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