Tag Archives: depressed

If I Only had a Brain…

Posted on February 28, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

I’m sitting here completely overwhelmed. I should be doing my school work – I am in the last three weeks of the quarter and there is no shortage of what needs to be done – but I can’t think straight. … Continue reading →

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I need an ear, or two…

Posted on January 23, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

I am not even sure how to get started here. I have been away for way too long and debated on whether or not I should even come. But, you see, I’m feeling really overwhelmed, stuck, and, oddly, optimistic, at … Continue reading →

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The Fine Art of Juggling…

Posted on March 2, 2017 by dragonflygypsyusa

Ok!! I’m back! It’s been a busy month, though a lot of it seems like it was just spinning my wheels in the mud, trying to go forward. In all honesty, not much has changed since I posted last. I … Continue reading →

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2006 Ford Freestar, 4.2l, Acceleration Hesitation project…

Posted on September 2, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, a couple of days ago, I picked up a 2006 Ford Freestar SEL with about 120,000 miles on it and an acceleration hesitation issue. The hesitation problem worried me a little bit, but hey!, I know how to work … Continue reading →

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Preparing to Say Good-bye to the Prius, What’s Going on in my Gardens…

Posted on June 3, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

So, I picked the Prius up from the repair shop last Friday (May 27th). I was so excited to finally be picking it up. The rentals were ok, but they just weren’t my car. Besides, the timing was perfect: it was the … Continue reading →

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2:22 in the morning

Posted on March 22, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

I should be sleeping soundly, dreaming of whatever, but, instead, I am awake. My back woke me up about an hour or so ago and I just haven’t been able to get back to sleep. After lying in bed resting … Continue reading →

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The Cell Phone and The Truck…

Posted on October 20, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I tried writing a post three times yesterday but trashed each one. A new stressor has cropped up in my life and I found it was something I just couldn’t write about yesterday. It was too new, and my emotions, … Continue reading →

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Loss of Faith and Letting Go…

Posted on September 17, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

The forecasted rain has finally arrived this morning. Well, it actually arrived last night, and, since I was driving when it came, it reminded me that I need new wiper blades on the Jeep, bad. I’ve known I’ve needed them … Continue reading →

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Memorial Tattoo Today…

Posted on September 4, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Its 52 degrees and overcast this morning. I remember 52 feeling warm last Spring, after the teens and twenties of the Winter. There seems to be no graceful enterance to Fall this year, no casual change from the warmth to … Continue reading →

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The Butterfly Garden is in, Allium Surprise, Summer Check-in, and Feeling Like My Old Self Again…

Posted on May 11, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I had started to write a post yesterday, sending out a Mother’s Day greeting to all the mother’s out there (and the dads that play both roles), but then a friend I haven’t talk with in a really long time … Continue reading →

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