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Two in One Day? Why?!
I am so devastated I can barely breathe. I have struggled, fought, planned, made happen SOMEHOW so many things over the last 8+ years and now…well, now, I’m at a loss as to how I move forward. I am out … Continue reading →
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One Year Later…
So, its been one year since I sent my beautiful Tru-dog over the rainbow bridge, and I have to admit that I miss him so much more than I thought I would a year later. There are days when I … Continue reading →
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Heart and Soul Shattering Experience…
I know it’s the day before Christmas and I should be posting things that are happy and joyful, but I am sitting here with my soul in pain. Last night, I was scrolling through Facebook, just seeing what people are … Continue reading →
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Feeding the Birds, Enjoying my Sunflowers, and Still Working through the Grief…
I love that the little birds are stealing all of my sunflower seeds. I don’t think I can actually call it stealing, anymore, though. Yesterday, I went out and removed the sunflower heads that had been emptied of seed and … Continue reading →
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Saying Good bye to the Best Dog in the Whole Wide World, Ever…
Well, I took Tru-dog in yesterday. My heart is broken in ways it has never been before. I miss my dog. I know I did the right thing but it doesn’t make it any easier. It still hurts like nothing … Continue reading →
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The End of Forever, Day 3…
I woke up this morning with a wet pillow and crusty eyes. I guess I must have been crying in my sleep. This is probably a good thing since crying while conscious seems to be something I am almost incapable … Continue reading →
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Alone in a Crowd of People…
I don’t know how to write this post. I need somewhere to vomit the thoughts and emotions I’m having but I’m pretty certain that no one wants to hear it. I have a track record of being alone in a … Continue reading →
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