Tag Archives: breathe

Two in One Day? Why?!

I am so devastated I can barely breathe. I have struggled, fought, planned, made happen SOMEHOW so many things over the last 8+ years and now…well, now, I’m at a loss as to how I move forward. I am out … Continue reading

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Random Bout of Anxiety, The Prius…

I am gripped by extreme anxiety today. I don’t know what has triggered it but I have found myself having to stop and breathe most of the morning, and it’s a bit frustrating. Something is out of whack and I … Continue reading

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Time for a Second Job, Application Stress, Talking with Schools…

So, I’m going to be looking for a second job. I have informed my current employer of what it is I need to be making each pay check, and, though he had been making sure my checks were always in … Continue reading

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Tornado of Negative Emotions This Morning, Needing to Come to Terms with the Loss of My Cat…

I woke up completely angry this morning. I know there are a few things that are really bugging me in my world, but I wouldn’t think that they would be enough to kick off a day in anger. I’m trying … Continue reading

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Really Scared…

I’m really scared. I know I need to find a different job, a different type of job, something not including manual labor, something that I’m not on my feet all day for, but I have no idea what that looks … Continue reading

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A little this, a little that, a little nothing…

I cried today. I don’t know why or what spurred it, but, in the middle of work, I started crying. Not just the leaky eye type of crying, either, but the can’t breathe, from the soul crying. I’m really grateful … Continue reading

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