Tag Archives: bipolar

Warrior Down but ok…

Posted on June 29, 2018 by dragonflygypsyusa

“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the … Continue reading →

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2:22 in the morning

Posted on March 22, 2016 by dragonflygypsyusa

I should be sleeping soundly, dreaming of whatever, but, instead, I am awake. My back woke me up about an hour or so ago and I just haven’t been able to get back to sleep. After lying in bed resting … Continue reading →

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It Must Be the Holiday Season…

Posted on December 4, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I’m feeling very uncreative today. I guess maybe I have fallen into a funk. I believe it started a week or so ago but I’ve been fighting to stay out of it, mostly by not acknowledging it. That hasn’t worked … Continue reading →

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The Bipolar in Me…

Posted on September 6, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Its 52 degrees this morning, which is better than the 46 degrees it was yesterday morning. Yesterday had sun in it; this morning, it is raining the standard NorthWest rain. I’m trying to get myself in mode to be good … Continue reading →

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Forecasting Blue Skies…

Posted on April 14, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, I went to my doctor’s appointment yesterday. I was almost late because I forgot my purse at home and needed to get gas. I called to let them know I was running late. I can’t believe I actually forgot … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged antidepressant, antipsychotic, behavioral health, bipolar, doctor, follow-up, heard, medications, mood stabilizer, over-stressed, overwhelmed, self-medicating, suicidal thoughts | 5 Comments

Seeing If The Suit Still Fits…

Posted on April 6, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

Well, I did it. I made an appointment to talk with someone about getting on an anti-depressant. The earliest they could get me in is next Monday at 10. Better than nothing, right? Of course, I wanted them to tell … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged anti-depressant, appointment, apprehensive, battle gear, bipolar, crap shoot, crazies, doctor, game, insanity, mania, medication, mood stabilizer, prescription, PTSD, question | Leave a comment

A Much Needed Day Off…

Posted on March 1, 2015 by dragonflygypsyusa

I have the day off today and I have to say that I am almost as excited about it as a little kid on Christmas morning. I slept in a bit this morning, which was really nice. I’d probably still … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged Achilles, bipolar, crash, day off, flip flps, hair trim, income, integrity, mental instability, Mr. Achilles, paint toe nails, part time, rebellion, sabotage, slept in, spring, team | 1 Comment

Naps, Coyotes, Sunrise, Field of Serenity…

Posted on November 21, 2014 by dragonflygypsyusa

I didn’t get to take a nap yesterday. How I wish I still had the time for napping. I think they had it right in kindergarten. I don’t know why, after kindergarten, napping was removed from the daily schedule. I … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged bipolar, camera, contacts, coyotes, Field of Serenity, mental illness, naps, sunrise, The Lens of My Camera | Leave a comment

Heat wave…

Posted on July 15, 2014 by dragonflygypsyusa

My goodness has it been hot around here for a minute or so! Here in the Greater Seattle area, we are having what is affectionately (and, many times, completely accurate) called our Two Weeks of Summer. As I am writing … Continue reading →

Posted in Left foot, right foot, repeat | Tagged bipolar, change, Dad, Greater Seattle area, heat wave, medications, sprained ankle, sun, sunburn, sunscreen, Two Weeks of Summer | 4 Comments

The Castle is Under Attack…

Posted on June 9, 2014 by dragonflygypsyusa

The demons showed up, again, yesterday. I knew they would. They always do. I only wish I could have been more prepared. They aren’t the demons under the bed, or the ones inside the closet. These demons are even more … Continue reading →

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