Just a Check-In…

School is kicking my butt a little bit. Ok. That’s not true. I feel like school is kicking my butt but I believe that it has more to do with life stuff than actually school. It’s not that anything out of the ordinary is going on, at the moment, it’s just that I have come to realize just how much more…involved our life has become since the last time I was going to school. Things were a bit more relaxed, though it really didn’t seem so at the time. Perspective.

I’m carrying an A in my medical terminology class and a solid B in biology. Did I mention that last time? Anyway, I am feeling a lot less stressed about the B than I had been. It could be worse, a lot worse, and then I would definitely have something to worry about but not a B. I do plan on bringing that grade up, if I am capable, though.

Anyway, life is life as it tends to be and I am sitting inside the yurt where we do Holotropic Breathwork. Lance and I are here really early so he could help his brother with some stuff before the breathwork this evening. I am really looking forward to breathing, as I always am, though a bit more this time. The centering and awareness it seems to provide me is something I feel has been missing some for the past week or so. Time to have a talk with myself and see what it has to say.

It looks like Lance will be coming up here to work for a while, again. This is a good thing in so many ways though I hate that he won’t be home. I guess that just gives me more time to focus on my schoolwork, time that I would normally guard preciously as ‘our’ time. We shall see how I’m feeling after he has not been home a few nights in row. I may feel differently, though I’ll have to just get over it. This is where we are and what needs to happen so…well, there you have it. No crying, ladies and gentlemen.

I have my van running, again. I still can’t seem to give up completely on it. At least I have the van as opposed to not having a vehicle to, at the very least, get to the bus with so I can get to and from school. Thank God for the $5 bus pass that lasts the whole quarter.

So, yeah, life is moving along at a steady pace. Moving is going to have to happen this Spring or Summer, depending on when things are put to the forefront in that department. I’m hoping summer. It just sounds easier, less complicated, I guess. I don’t want to have to move at all, but, again, I’m just going to have to get over it.

Well, I’m going to get some studying done for my biology quiz tomorrow. Hope the rest of the world is doing great and finding their bliss.