The H&R Block Interview, Bad Head Space Menehunes, Longing for Spring…

Well, the interview at H&R Block went well. It sounds like I’ll be doing that for a bit. I’ll know for sure by the end of Friday, though work won’t start for me for about 2 weeks. This will bring in a little bit more money, not as much as I could probably make driving for Uber, but every single penny helps.

I’m not walking away from the driving for Uber thing. Not at all. H&R Block is just something to help, though it won’t be enough to help get my poop in a group for Uber. Seeing how my cleaning schedule is extremely pitiful at the moment, and probably isn’t going to start to pick up again until some time in March, I have plenty of time available that I can fill up with driving, once everything is in order. Once the H&R Block gig is up, cleans should be back in full swing, or relatively close to it, and then I can drive in the evenings and weekends. While the H&R Block gig is going, I can drive whenever I don’t have a clean. I really have given this a lot of thought and can see the potential it has. It’s not going to make me rich, but it is going to help make money not such a stressful issue, possibly give me some breathing room.

The weather has me a bit funky right now. The cold, the rain, the cold…I’m ready for Spring in such a huge way. I know we haven’t even made it through a month of Winter, yet, but… I find that I am circling around my garden areas, repeatedly, anxious to get something going on in there. I miss the growth, the beauty. To have so much life/growth around, to be a part of it, to get to enjoy the rewards of the work applied – so restorative, healing, empowering, centering.

I’m not in great head space this morning. I’m not completely sure why. Yes, the weather is a part of it, but it is more than that. It could be the fact that I am stepping out of my comfort zone in a few areas. This always seems to put me in a bit of a funk, but I think that is because stepping out of my comfort zone tends to trigger a wrestling match with all of my insecurities, The Committee members that feel the need to make everything and everyone a negative force to be reckoned with. The upside is that I know that this is what is going on, though it doesn’t make it any easier to deal with, having to double-check, triple check every thought running through my head, having to ‘convince’ myself that these Committee members are story telling, not bestowing facts. It can be exhausting. This too shall pass, though probably not as quickly as I would hope for.

I’m heading to Poulsbo on Wednesday to lay some tile. I’m bringing my camera with me. I just know there are going to be scenes I will want to capture. Besides, I could really use some creative time and the views around Poulsbo can be breath-taking, so I’ve been told. I’ve never been to Poulsbo in my 26 years of living here, which seems a shame to me. So much beauty lives around me, easily accessible with a little driving (ok. sometimes a lot of driving), and I haven’t taken advantage of that. That needs to change.

Have a great day, Everyone!

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About dragonflygypsyusa

Over-thinker with way too much availability to the internet to research whatever might come to mind, amateur photographer, dog enthusiast, learning every day, working on finding my undamaged self.
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