Meds, Day 3…

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So the meds are going well. I know it’s too soon for the full effect, but I am starting to feel a trickle of change. I found myself looking out at where I plan on doing some gardening and actually having some desire to prep the area.
I know I’ve talked a lot about the areas I plan on planting in, how I need to get them ready, how beautiful it’s all going to be. I can’t honestly say any of that was backed with any more emotion than the desperate need to find something to help boost my mood, knowing gardening has always provided that for me in the past. When I realized the thought had come from somewhere else, from a place of soul desire, I nearly stood up, jumped, and clicked my heels together in joy! So, apparently, the meds are beginning to get things in order in my head, and my heart. There are no words to express the relief knowing the light at the end of that long, dark tunnel isn’t a train but the sun. I can’t wait to see what tomorrow is like!!!

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About dragonflygypsyusa

Over-thinker with way too much availability to the internet to research whatever might come to mind, amateur photographer, dog enthusiast, learning every day, working on finding my undamaged self.
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