A little this, a little that…

I finally talked with the guy I’m cleaning for, yesterday, about making me part-time. I don’t think he really understands how much I need to have this happen, though I don’t feel like I was very vague or unclear when I explained it to him. Perhaps its a denial thing. We will see how this progresses and go from there.

I had the day off yesterday, which means I spent the day doing chores. Though I absolutely love having things taken care of around here, I really hate not having down time. I know this has been a pretty consistent theme for me, but…well…its something that is really bugging me and hasn’t been taken care of yet. Hopefully the talk with Cayle yesterday about making me part-time will solve the problem.

I’m having a hard time writing this morning because I’m already anxious about my day. I am cleaning by myself for the next week or so because Lance is up north building a yurt for someone. Though I’m grateful he has the work, and its something he really, really wants to do, cleans will take forever by myself, which makes me feel like I have even less time to be home.

Part of me thinks this sounds like a luxury problem. I have a job and am grateful for that. I guess complaining about the time I don’t have makes it sound as if I’m not grateful.

NOAA.gov said it was supposed to only get down to 34 degrees last night, and I contemplated not covering the tulips, hollyhock, and allium. I’m really glad I ended up covering them anyway. Its 30 degrees this morning.

I was walking through Walmart yesterday because I had to grab some laundry stuff. I found it extremely difficult to walk past all of the bulbs and things they have placed throughout the store. I want to go nuts and by up a bunch of flower bulbs and roots and plant them throughout the yard. I’d have flowers of all types, colors, and sizes all over the yard. It would be so beautiful. I was a good girl and didn’t buy any of them. It was soooo difficult and part of my soul walked backward out of the store, longing for the flowers.

Well, it’s an over busy day so I had better get to it. I hope everyone has a most beautiful day, with tons of spring and summer dreams in it.

About dragonflygypsyusa

Over-thinker with way too much availability to the internet to research whatever might come to mind, amateur photographer, dog enthusiast, learning every day, working on finding my undamaged self.
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